Sunday, July 13, 2014


Oh, I wish that everything would go to hell.
Everything's sinking up to the throat in lie.
Fakes flowing down from the shiny hair.
I'm caught like a fish in a net.

\Finally arrived to the point of their life--
To obtain each other in a way of lie.
Faking and lying, making impressions,
And afterwards sighing and undergoing depressions.

\Daubing fake kindness on these wicked faces,
Painting playfulness with lipstick
And traces of mystery shaded by makeup,
Strangling the chance of solution with perfumes.

\No day can be lived without narcotics and sickness,
Whether it's nicotine, chocolate, or holes from a needle.
Screaming at nights with fever of love,
Unable to go through withdrawal of light.

\Fakes splashing in a fountain from my cracking veins,
Destroying the walls of my fragile fence.
Infection in blood is ensured for me.
Up to the shoulders in nonsense; am I in a dream?



Igor Trubin said...

О, как желаю все послать бы к черту.
Все то по горло утонув во лжи.
Подделки текщие с волос блестя.
Попалась я как рыба в сети.


Igor Trubin said...

Прибыли окончательно к точке,
Где нашли друг друга во лжи,
Иммитируя, симмулируя
И вздыхая депрессируя.

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I started my career in 1979 as an IBM/370 system engineer. In 1986 I got my PhD. in Robotics at St. Petersburg Technical University (Russia) and then worked as a professor teaching there CAD/CAM, Robotics and Computer Science for about 12 years. I published 30 papers and made several presentations for international conferences related to the Robotics, Artificial Intelligent and Computer fields. In 1999 I moved to the US and worked at Capital One bank in Richmond as a Capacity Planner. My first CMG paper was written and presented in 2001. The next one, "Global and Application Level Exception Detection System Based on MASF Technique," won a Best Paper award at CMG 2002 and was presented again at UKCMG 2003 in Oxford, England. My CMG 2004 paper about applying MASF technique to mainframe performance data was republished in the IBM z/Series Expo. I also presented my papers in Central Europe CMG conference and in numerous US regional meetings. I continue to enhance my exception detection methodologies. After working more than 2 years as the Capacity Management team lead for IBM, I had worked for SunTrust Bank for 3 years and then got back to IBM holding for 2+ years  Sr. IT Architect position. Currently I work for Capital One bank as IT Manager for IT Capacity Management group. In 2015 I have been elected to the CMG ( board of directors,

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